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| Tweet Topic Started: Oct 18 2006, 01:58 PM (28 Views) | |
| Reason | Oct 18 2006, 01:58 PM Post #1 |
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Because of my sudden deep depressionlike state, I've written quite a few poems. I'd like to post those here, along with several - *cough* hundred - other poems. Drifting: When you first see his face, You know for sure that he's the one. You can hardly help but fall in love, And he the same as you. You two are the perfect match, Following every footstep he sets out before you. At times you scrabble, But at others you just kiss and make up. You two have made plans for the future, But your scraps are slowly growing more frequent. He dumps you every so often for video games or TV, And you spend the weekends alone. You aren't sure what's going on, But ever so surely the two of you are growing apart. The line is strained, The binds tight. You feel your heart is bleeding, The life draining out of you. You feel the tears begin to come, Yet you push them back. You deny that it's happening, But you always knew it was coming. Ever so slowly, ever so surely... You're drifting apart. And it's too late, you feel; And it's too late, you know; And it's too late, you've been told, To bring him back... So before you know it, He's gone; Just a distant memory, As you cry yourself to sleep at nights. I Never Knew: I never knew, What it was like to love. I never knew, What it was like to hope. I never knew, What it was like to be you... When I first saw your face, I couldn't help but fall in love. My heart beat ten times faster, My breath was struggled. The blood accumulated in my cheeks, As I snuck another glance at you. I thought you were perfect. Every girl loved you, Your grades were great. I thought you had the perfect life, When you really didn't... Trapped: Trapped in my own heart, I weep for my life, I cry for help, I sob for my broken heart. I am trapped by those that care for me, By all those who love me. I am trapped... Love: When in love, We are blind. Blind to all those who care for us--- Blind to those who need us--- Blind to everything on earth. Love blinds us, It clouds our senses and our judgment, So why do we lust for love? Is it Possible?: Midnight's opening up. Out tails intwine(sp?), We lean against each other, And howl at the moon. Our eyes glowing with love, We are blinded, Our senses clouded. Is it possible that we are perfect for each other? It Seems I'm in Love With You: The moon rises, And our howls echo through the night. Our eyes shine with affection, And beneath our fur we turn red. Can it be true? Am I already in love with you? Midnight opens up, And it seems I'm already in love with you. Without You: Looking through the window, Staring at the moon, Trying to wash away all my worries. I try my hardest to forget, But I cant rid myself of you. We were too close, Our relationship too strong. I need you or I can't go on. Please come back... I cannot live--- Or will not live--- Without you... Are you Really Alone?: When you cry, For all that you love, And no one answers Are you really all alone? Out there in the world, There must be someone out there for you. But no matter how loud you cry, Or how long you weep, Or how desperate you are, They will only come when you need them the most... Calling Out: You call out from the darkness, You call again. You cry out for them, But will they ever answer? Stuck in the darkness, all alone, You call and call for someone--- Anyone--- But no one will ever answer... I Miss You: You broke my heart and I still can't get over it. One night I woke up with you on my side, I dreamed about you, I loved you. But everything I loved was torn apart... Why did you leave me for him? I miss you... What is Life Without You?: My life was perfect with you at my side. Then I was torn between your death. What is the meaning of life without you? I dreamed of you day and night, I thought of you morning and dark... What is life with out you? Why Did You?: You broke my heart. You were always at my side. I dreamt of you, I loved you. Why would you betray me, When I loved with all my heart? Why would you betray me. Why did you choose them path of betrayl? Why did you imprison me in my own heart? Why did you choose the side of darkness...? I Was Alone: I was alone, So helplessly alone. I was locked away in a prison of gold, I was locked away in my heart. I needed someone to talk to, Someone to share my thoughts with, Someone to go to when things get rough. I was so utterly alone. The he came... He was alone too, He had problems like mine, And he had a huge heart. He loved me, I loved him. He dreamt of me, I dreamt of him. We were perfect for each other, And our lives were perfect after that... You Wanted To: One night with you at my side. I dreamt of you, I loved you. I was awakened by the loss of a single heart beat, You were gone. You left me when I needed you the most, You left me for him. He loved you, But you hated him. He forced you to go, But in your heart... You wanted to... I Hope: I loved you, You loved me. Atleast I thought you did, for a time... You left me for what I could not control. I needed you to keep me at bay, You needed me to keep you safe, I needed you... But you left me for a fraud, A fake, he was. But I guess you loved him... You will be safe with him, I hope.. We were walking through the woods, We were plodding around the forest. But then he came... He struck, with full force, upon my back. I fell to the ground, pain scorching my body. I looked up at you and saw your eyes. I knew you had commanded the attack, But didn't know why... I tried to get up but couldn't. You laughed cruely, and slashed my muzzle. My pelt was red with blood, My body burned, And my wounds stung. I looked up at you again and heard something behind me. I turned my head, ever so slowly... It was you! Your pelt was caked with blood, But you weren't the one that had struck me down! Our eyes locked in a stare... And I knew everything would be okay... I only add to this when I'm depressed or ticked off. So, no: I don't have mental/anger issues. And yes: This is only one poem. And it ain't finished yet, either. Well, that's kind of obvious... This little world of mine, I cannot escape, No matter how badly I want it to end. The pain I have caused, The sorrow I have created, Those actions aren't mine... Yet they are... I am drifting away, Losing all of my humanity. Now I just lust to kill, Now I just lust for blood. Why can't I stop this destruction, Why can't I stop this insanity? Why can't I do anything but watch, As I lose control? You all back away, Leaving me to face the consequences alone. You, my friends, have left me alone, Just when I'm about to lose control. What kind of friends are you? Well, I really cannot lay the blame upon y'all, For when I look at all the sorrow I have caused, I'm even sick of myself... So there you all stand, All huddled up. Your clothes are torn and tattered, And blood leaks from your many wounds. Blood drips from the many wounds I created... How could I do this? Why couldn't I stop this? But deep inside, I know the answer... My body is not mine to control, My actions are not mine to create. I am a puppet, Bending to the will of evil... My eyes suddenly lock onto the form of a vicious blade, Which I wield. I cannot feel the hard leather that the hilt is formed of, I cannot feel the weight of the sword in my hands, I cannot feel the hand that clutches the wicked blade... I cannot even hear the cries of my friends, As I step forward. I hear the Voice, Laugh inside my head. 'Stop it!' I plead, But my cries fall on deaf ears. I want to cry, As I raise my blade, But the tears never come. I stand before them, My greatest friends, As a killer, As a murderer, As a puppet... I cry out for it to stop, I weep at its feet, But it's no use. I bring down my sword, Its blade cutting the wind. Without even crying out for me to stop, She's dead... Hot tears run down my face, And my eyes are filled with sorrow. I killed her, I killed Tessa... I really killed her... I gain control of my body, For spilt seconds. I drop my sword, I fall to the ground. The rain falls down, As if all of my sorrows were cast up into the sky. My tears stain the ground, As I tear at my hair. 'Kill me!' I scream, Lifting my head to look at my friends. 'Just kill me, before---' I raise my head to the sky, And scream in pain. I'm burning, I'm burning! It feels like flames are scorching my body, But really there is nothing... Nothing but the flames of guilt... My vision clouds, And the world turns black. I no longer hear, I no longer feel... My eyes blaze red, And I slowly get up. My right hand grasps my sword again, And I slowly make my way towards you all. I raise my sword, Its blade shining with blood. I can't stop, As I bring it down upon another innocent. I'm killing you all off, And I can't even cry... I lunge for another, And kill them with a single swipe. I turn to the only guy in the group--- Deinu... I grin viciously, And for the third time, I raise my blade--- My Blade of Death. I bring it down, But the blade is stopped suddenly. He has blocked the blow, With his right hand. Blood streams from the gash on his hand, As he glares up at me. "You're not the girl I know," He snarls. "The girl I know is caring, "And would stop this insanity." My grip on the sword relaxes, As I gain control again. I drop my weapon, I fall to my knees. He rushes to my side, Ignoring the blood covering his hand. "I won," I mutter, Looking up at him. "Yeah, you did," He agrees, Embracing me in a hug. The nightmare is over, My body is mine. And now all I have to deal with, Is guilt. I push him away, And turn my back to him. Wasting Away: Here I am, Just wasting away, With nothing to do, Nothing to say. I'm sitting in the dark, Never taking a risk, Never taking a chance. I'm wasting away, I'm wasting away... You Never Do: Midnight has broken through, And I'm still in love with you. I smile sweetly, And you just stare. I scoot closer to you, And you move away. You don't know what's going on, You never do... This is Me: Here I am, This is me, I'm nothing that I ever wanted to be. I lurk in the shadows, Hiding from all that is right, Hiding from all that is a part of me. I never take a risk, I never take a chance, Always fearing that I'll mess up again. I think I'm doing everything wrong, I think I'm never doing anything right. But is that all a lie? How long can I live like this, Hiding from it all? I'm not sure, But this is me, And I'm not going to change. It's Not Your Choice: So what? Maybe I'm wasting my life, On pointless things, But so what? It's my life, And I can use it however I want to. It's not your choice, Whether I chat on the computer, Or bug my neighbors. It's not your choice, Whether I live a perfect life, Or die a horribly death. It's never your choice, Because this is my life. The eagle sings upon my grave, Where no one else dares set foot. My tombstone is covered in soot, And the flowers that lay upon my grave are dead. "You'll always be in our minds," was what had been said, But now I'm not so sure. My sorrow, is there even a cure? So, the eagle sings upon my grave, While no one else even glances back... |
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