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| Topic Started: Jan 31 2006, 07:17 PM (16 Views) | |
| eagle | Jan 31 2006, 07:17 PM Post #1 |
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Hidden Spark! "Every time I want to trust, I doubt. Each time I want to believe, I falter. Everything I say I second guess. For each step forward, I fall ten back. I seem to partially exist in the time and place that created my fears. I wonder if I can trust each moment of comfort, for fear that it will flee. My faith and heart tell me our moments together can last. My mind seems to wait for tomorrow, and confirmation of my fears. I worry that voicing any fear, I am opening the door to hurt. What has happened to me? Is there enough left of me to love? I selfishly ask you, and those I love, to accept this? To live with my fears, my doubts, my draining need for reassurance? I know that you suffer because of my past. I am sorry. Can you bear all of my insecurities? My dependence? Please tell me that you can. I need you to stay, to be my love and my strength. My partner. There must be part of me worthy of such a trade, or some spark you still see. Are you willing to continue, and re-build, now that you have seen the darker side of me? Is the spark bright enough?" (anonymous) |
 
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