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Dream 19/Nov/08 - of Zoe / Life and a near chat
Topic Started: Nov 19 2008, 08:28 PM (100 Views)
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before i slept i triedf connecting to zoe/life but she seemed distant.

these are my notes...

ive seen upside down hearts all today in meditation.. after my dream below so in vision i saw an upside down heart fall and land into a wheelbarrow...

i saw a falling heart after because i got scared in the dream, i thought she would see me for who i really was...

my true self - i fear chat messages (well i do not anymore but i used to, because i dont have enough to say for myself, there are pauses and its like you have to keep the other entertained, interested.. im not much for talking about mundane thoings and dont talk that much in life anymore, i got by before and had friends etc, but i always talked about things i liked.. speaking to a girl i like is even worse... i fear it shows up the lacks in my personality...i can't chat for too long because i dont have enough to say...

and i look at the time (after writing some notes of my dream) its 11:05pm 19 november 2008 -m i started my magic with life/zoe on 11/11 at 11:05pm finished at 11:15... 5 & 15 i believe are related to life/zoe (z=26 o=15 e=5...

(basically some background info- here and there in my notes... i saw in dream that life/zoe was on this board clubhouse11, i think she had been posting some things- i did not remember what that was about... anyway i knew she was waiting for me in the chatbox and that her chat name was "tortoise", i looked and she was there with a green pawn next to her name)

i was scared, about losing her life/zoe... i think she may have posted on the main board clubhouse11, she went to chat here, i was about to talk to her - she was sat waiting - her name was tortoise.. when the keyboard broke - the space bar on my laptop - the keys can unfix so i pusjhed it back down and broke it - the space bar - it snapped it when i pushed on left side but the right side bvroke - i had already decided at last minute not to talk to her because of the above (yes i decided that and then the spacebar broke...

yes i have asked zoe to come to me in dream and chat to me.. this is my major failure, im a boy for not talking to her... i could have remembered parts of our chat and this would have been a very different message...DAMN

this was a dream, but felt a little like a vision, the pictures were perfect as they are in a dream so it was a dream..

ive been trying to connect to zoe/life with not much luck today, before my last sleep where i awoke to this dream.

yes i thought of my important ex during this dream but it was life/zoe who was trying to talk to me...
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