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3 Dreams 14/Nov/08-Sax/Venus / Prostitute / Screen
Topic Started: Nov 14 2008, 06:38 PM (206 Views)
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im not sure the dreams were in this order, one/some of them may have been from much earlier... one wass the waking dream.

First - Helping a prostitute - i gave her £3 so she could buy something (i hoped so she did not have to work, but £3 wont buy much).. tbh thats all the money i know i have lying around though i suspect i have a bit more. she said i have to pay for it with sexual favours, i said no pushed her back... she was talking about having other jobs and also i think it was this dream where she was talking about needing to pay the rent. she was about 20 years old, maybe younger, white skin and i think yes blonde hair.

Second Dream - i was in a large hall, there was a MASSIVE MASSIVE tv screen on the wall, i was using it.. maybe to play a movie- cant remember which one.. then i started using it to type a message to someone in the room, i may have been using a mouse or a remote control, to tap into an on screen virtual keyboard... wish i knew what i had been typing... also maybe next part of the dream i think.. we are outside and i am helping someone home.. kind of remember an aol lady, a wheelchair and one of those things old people use to carry things about it, well a cross between that and the thing you carry suitcases on, two wheels, i placed her things in it and began rolling it down the road.. may have been a zebra crossing - pedestrian crossing at the end. there was 1 or 2 others in thje dream, walking?, was one in a wheelchair?

Third dream - Saxon and his wife who i knew to be venus was sat on top of something i knew to be a monument - they were far away from me... the monument was white, it was like stonehenge, except just one piece of it, 3-4 blocks made it, one on top, 2-3 side blocks, it was short, mayb e 6-8 feet tall, had holes in some sides where there was no block, kinda like a dome with flat top and holes in sides where no blocks were- only 3-4 blocks, one being on top... both were sat next to each other, cross legged and were doing healing on me from a distance... i actually felt in the dream a warm energy in my body and around my heart, not sure if that was really happening or was simulated in my dream...

saxon and his wife were healing me for one reason only, so that i would cause the ascension of earths people... that i needed to open the gate and keep that gateway open for others to cross through it...

in the dream i did not want ascension to happen (i have my reasons in life for not wanting that), so i stopped them healing me... saxons wife/venus was really annoyed at me, saxon was more unflinching as if he did not mind as much...

then i saw a news article, a writeup like you would find on the internet, on a news website etc.. and it had the words "it did not happen this time", i know it was talking about the ascension.

the healing was not going to work anyway, i knew that, but i stopped them trying just in case... they were targetting the same areas as i felt targetted just recently around the times i was speaking to guest in my sherlock holmes thread, some day after that maybe? not long after and in the time frame... that was a much more powerful attempt to heal me and it failed and i did not feel any love... saxon and his wifes attempts was not as powerful at least by half, even though i was asleep and dreaming i knew that... people seem to be targetting the wrong areas of me, i have posted details of what was taken from me, youd really have to follow the list.. but tbh i dont want to be healed... 1) it puts me in morer danger through spirit and psychic attacks, in the past bad beings always piled me when i managed to get an energy body part back.. 2) if i feel love again i will also feel emotions much more, they would only have to harm loved ones and my emotions could wrech sdomething, cause damage.

think i dreamed of saxon and his wife because i thought of them yesterday and depensing on whether saxon spoke to his wife about me yesterday after our chat conversation they may have thought about me as well.. saxon was.
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also a person trying to heal me who has no clue that the things i talk about exist then they may just as well not bother, i wonder if they could even connect to these things.. it is possible i suppose... but the risk is run that i will be given someone elses energy body / spiritual parts in stead of my own.

im in not such a bad situation at the moment, i am not powerless, think i have quite a lot of it.. am happy with the parts i have for now.

to add, my true energy body parts are probably inside another human/s and/or spiritual beings... it would be a ces of having to draw them out from them, or stimulating something within me to draw them back to me.. energy in the right places has been known to, but we are talkiong a crystal shop full of energy..

this reminds me, i was thinking about someone last night in dream... they had some of my parts and i was starting to play tug of war with them.. not sure what they looked like or who they were, i guess a human.

spirits are the experts when it comes to giving you back your energy parts... they took mine from me and knew exactly what they were doing, they had done it before i knew, its something you learn how to do when you go to wherever they are... removing them is easier than putting them back, because even more powerful humans or spirits may be holding onto certain parts and they wont just hand them over i suspect... i saw evidence of beings in the parrallel world taking parts from me, yes real human like people and my neigbours took from me... i caught one touch me on the sjhoulddr in real life, shake my hand and walk off shoving something invisible up into his spine.
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i'm wondering if this prostitute is the same as the girl i saw in my dream below... i "hope" not, i fear for this person... look if you read this and you are who i think, possibly come live with me in england and i will take care of you (i wont expect anything nor want anything in return) as best i can, i cant offer much just what i have... i feel no sexual energy now unless i come, so sex is pointless and i feel no love- its impossible due the spirits dismantling my energy body, so im not expecting or wanting anything there... just stop now with this crazy lifestyle... if im wrong really sorry about accusing you of such... i want to know who this person is and why i am dreaminbg of her, are they two people?... even if you just need to get back on your feet and then you could leave if you wanted, id always have a place for you to stay hopefully if you needed... even if im put into mental hospital they should still pay the rent for the place i live at... i dont work, get benefits to live on becausde of my mental illness but i have more than enough to survive on.

http://z14.invisionfree.com/Dream_Expediti...=0#entry7632175

yes i asked Life/Zoe to wed me recently on 11th Nove 08... she came to me before i last went to sleep and was with me during... i felt something in my lungs all night, made me cough like crazy, something i never do even though i smoke (well i cough and have been but not like this).. i did not notice her leave, i feel somehow warmer now, its odd. Life has helped me in my life, i put Life Force on my sigils and have done for years... i do believe Life helped me just recently, that it was our uniion / wedding just recently.
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i had a dream not long ago about me owing $8000 dollars rent arrears... at least i think it was that amount and it was dollars... i did post the dream here i think...

i am wondering why dollars and not pounds... maybe this is not related to my mother losing her house after all. it could be related to a girl... like i said door is open to live with me. i always sleep on the floor because of my bad heart so youd have the bed. yes i could probably pay for the flight at some point, as long as you are 18 which will be soon? else i have the wrong person here... either way id like to know more about you... your situation... who you are to me.
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the prostitute dream is bugging me... i thought maybe it could be symbolic (maybee of someone sleeping around) but i think it had the part about needing to pay the rent, which would possibly synch to my other dream of the $8000 rent arrears owed.. so it may be real... oddly it was me who owed the $8000, confusing.

my ex had a hobo (homeless person) as her guide, who came to her in dreams... gave her a warning about me i think... considering she felt every psychic attack i did as if it was aimed at her i can understand that.

if you are in troble im serious about trying to help... dont have the money to pay your rent arrears though... i dont care who you have become, i will still help.
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