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Breaking News!!! - Who i might be!!!
Topic Started: Nov 9 2008, 07:19 AM (258 Views)
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i'm not sure whether i can believe this, but if i can its a major breakthrough...


Breaking News!!!!!!

I just heard when lying down...................................................
YOUR HOPE

is that me????????????????????????????????????????????

Star wars is called "last hope", one of them i think?

Gnostic bible

google...
gnostic creation wisdom hope

1st page says...

"Sophia and her 3 Daughters, Faith, Hope & Charity/Love"
HOPE

I thought i was a female soul, been seen as such a few times by people in prophecies

But am i Hope, Sophia's daughter... or did it just mean i am the hope for this world?

an ex girlfriend had a dream of a female a little younger than me, looked about 25, wearing white... with a book with the date 2006 on it, she was lying on the floor dead.. this was dreamed in 2006, before my mental illness that started in 2006, i nearly died some times then and in 2007, basically in 2006 i was shot at and it may well have been a real bullet- dangerous time for me... in the dream the trees were all around, looking on, mourning... an apple tree stepped forward and picked the lady up in its arms, clearly sad.. went back to the tree line and all the trees keeled over / died?

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i should add this, wrote it down almost straight away... i heard a man's voice say "your hope", it was an older man 30-40 / 30's-40's - authorative, quite deep or a little bit deep voice. nothing else was said, however i do wonder if there was more that would have been said, to continue the sentance... the voice happened at a time of high energy and/or movement of my body perhaps- though i was still lying down, ive found this before after hearing odd voices... i know a female said to me "i have a suprise for you", so "your hope" could potentially have carried on some more???, even if it was part of another word... the end of it kind of zipped shut, like a very fast zip noise right after hope... like a radio message clicking off.

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from wiki... i was nearly right about the name...note 1977 (77), i was born in 1979

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Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope (originally released as Star Wars)[1] is a 1977 space opera[2] film, written and directed by George Lucas. It was the first of six films released in the Star Wars saga: two subsequent films continue the story, while a second trilogy contributes backstory, primarily for the troubled character of Darth Vader. Ground-breaking in its use of special effects, this first Star Wars movie is one of the most successful films of all time and is generally considered one of the most influential as well.


remember i said that Luke skywalker was originally called luke starkiller by george lucas in the script he submitted... but was told to change the name to skywalker. know anyone else who has destroyed stars in this lifetime?

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i was heavily thinking about commiting suicide one time and there was a prophecy about a female and that if she died or killed herself (cant remember which) it would be bad for the world...

i caused an earthquake and a female was seen on a white horse that day in prophecy, was said to be the white horseman of the apocalypse... not the first time the white horseman was seen as female.

probably some other stuff if i thought about it...

saxon... hypothetically... if i am sophia's daughter Hope... who is her other daughter Love... is she venus?, if so does that make us sisters... hmm... where would lucifer fit in all of this?.. and you for that matter... i note "faithful and true"... other daughter called faith... any significance?

EDIT: strange i just went to edit my post and internet explorer crashed... this is what i would have added... so who is princess leya and how does the whole star wars picture fit now...

also i notice my post count just happens to be 1,110 (111) and this was my last post.

EDIT: the voice definately did not come from my mind, they never do.. not the different voices. tbh i dont think any voices i hear do because they are voices of spirits.

EDIT: i cant think of a more beautiful name than Hope, even if it is for just one lifetime... i have valued Hope in my life and always liked the word/name and meaning.
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Hope!!! Awesome news and message, its.

post 1111 for you, too. :grouphug:


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thanks L&B.. aztect pointed out Luke Skywalker is on the dark side.. i understand that due to where star wars is supposed to have come from.

just tried posting this message a moment ago... my whole pc froze and i had to reboot... thats rare.

i notice that i find out who i am on 9/11 (in england thats how we format it)... i was born 11 September so....

also i noticed it got very windy today, heard it against the window, have not heard the wind like that in month/s.

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I've wondered about that change in generations myself, ITS. I've had male teachers, that is usual in any circle, but in the part of living the ethereal reality there are some curious things pointing to feminity. I am male, but I have many sisters and a very easy rapport with women, and by the same token, all the people I have found of interest and have propelled on their particular roads have been female. All of those were born after 1979, which according to Saxon was a shift year. So, could it be that many souls were planned to be born female, but then the events of 1979 convinced whoever manages these things to make them come to Earth male, and viceversa? I've actually dated two girls born the very year this would have taken effect, 1980. Might be something special about those born on that particular year, and different special things forward from then.

So no wonder I'm close to obsessed with women; I even had a long stage of having to convince myself my body was right as it is.

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How sweet the bit rules with silk ribbon alone..

-From "Caballo de Paso", "Step-trained Horse", sung by Maria Dolores Pradera
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quite interestingly and coincidentally the earths magnetic pole started moving in 1979, the earths heartbeat changed from a constant 7.x and started rtising, we are at about 12 now, some say at 13 we get a pole reversal...

did i cause that with my conception or birth? crazy thinking i know

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i made a notepad document titled "Hope11" recently, it was going to be my hope for the world/creation sigil, a sigil where there needs to be no more... i stopped short because i felt i was in danger if i made it, that it was better to try and stay alive... that was the message in sarah conner chronicles, she told john, you have to stay alive... maybe i never will make it, hmm either the sigil or survive.

Not sure what relation to the man calling me hope is... i know ive used the word hope before in the past.
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an odd thing happened just after i was called hope.. this never happens- i heard a person/s running up and down stairs making a lot of noise... they always just about walk... think they ended up running out the house.

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EDIT: yes i had scrolled down about to click on submit this post when i thought maybe there was a smile of a person running.. looked up and there was this cat... so?
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chat log with saxon... last line is mine...

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i would be suprised if the "your" is the contraction of "you're"
usually message senders say "you are hope" if that's the message
to me, "your hope" seems to be telling you that your hope has arrived in some form
kind of along the same lines as the other message
wasnt that something like you have a suproise coming

yes but im sure that was a bad suprise.

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tbh the big push with guest yesterday was to find out who i am, i asked the question who am i... so in that light receiving an answer of your hope seems relevant... i do believe they were saying you are hope.. but i do not know if the source can be trusted.

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i believe im the blue man of black elk prophecy who turns into a turtle.. turtle = earth... sophia in gnostic myth is said to be the earth mother but also creator of this world... also did saxon say venus is related to the turtle in some way as well. it may be nothing.
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saxon also said in chat he did not think i was a female soul trapped in a male body.
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i will post this here since i cannot find the thread where i posted about the mars lander called pheonix...

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message662275/pg1

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The Phoenix Mars Lander, which made history by finding definitive proof of water on the Red Planet, has lost contact with Earth, effectively ending its more than five-month mission, NASA said on Monday.

The robotic probe had been expected to stop communicating with its Earth-bound handlers as it slowly froze to death with the onset of Martian winter, but its sudden end came after a dust storm cut off even more energy-giving sunlight from the spacecraft.

Phoenix, which touched down at the north pole of Mars in late May, transmitted its last signal to Earth on November 2 and project scientists said they would try for three more weeks to contact the lander, but considered the $475 million mission essentially over.

"We are actually ceasing operations, declaring an end to operations at this point," Barry Goldstein, Phoenix mission project manager at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, California, told reporters at a briefing.

"We'll constantly turn on the radio and try to hail Phoenix and see if it's alive, but at this point nobody on the team has any expectations of that happening," he said.

Conceived in 2002 and launched in August 2007, the spacecraft touched down on May 25 on a frozen Martian desert to search for water and assess conditions for the possibility of sustaining life.

STILL SEARCHING FOR LIFE

Phoenix has since recorded snowfall, scraped up bits of ice and found that Martian dust chemically resembled seawater on Earth -- adding to evidence that liquid water capable perhaps of supporting life once flowed on the planet's surface.

In July, NASA scientists announced that Phoenix had "touched and tasted" water on the surface of Mars, containing years of speculation about the existence of water on the planet.

The probe also returned more than 25,000 pictures.

By late October, Phoenix had surpassed its expected operational lifetime by two months. Mission controllers shut down some of the lander's heaters and instruments last month to conserve its energy.

Phoenix was only the sixth space probe to land successfully on Mars and the first spacecraft to touch down safely at one of the planet's polar regions.

The demise of Phoenix leaves NASA with two other functioning probes on the planet's surface -- the twin rovers Spirit and Opportunity, which arrived weeks apart in January 2004 to begin their own geologic expeditions. They, too, are well past their original three-month life expectancy.

Three satellite probes are orbiting the planet -- NASA's Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter and Mars Odyssey and the European Space Agency's Mars Express.

Phoenix principal investigator Peter Smith said his team must now pore over data sent back by the craft and could still find evidence of past or current life on Mars.

"I'm not sure we didn't find organics. We haven't analyzed the data yet. These are subtle signatures and until we actually do the work, I can't say we didn't find it," Smith said.

"I'm still holding out hope," he said. "Its really the question of what is the truth on Mars and we're trying to get the right answer here."

[link to news.yahoo.com]
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this happened on the 10th... was called hope on 9th, tried putting excalibur back in the stone on the 9th or 10th... hmm... this was going to happen anyway but spaceweather said in 2 weeks... guess its gone now.

http://www.spaceweather.com/ (date 11th for me, but it may still be the 10th for spaceweather.com)

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PHOENIX LOSES POWER: Mars lander Phoenix has lost power and is no longer communicating with Earth. The problem was not deepening cold at Phoenix's arctic landing site, but rather waning winter sunlight and a dust storm that dimmed the sun even more than expected. Phoenix's solar panels could not gather the light they needed to charge the lander's batteries. Mission planners always knew Phoenix would not survive the winter, so this comes as no surprise. Farewell Phoenix, and congratulations to the Phoenix team on a very successful mission.

hmm i wonder if i lost my power (what little i still had) by sendinbg the sword back. at least i am physically alive. perhaps it was the being who had my sword that lost out... if only temporarily.
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perhaps Hope was the person who i had an energy part of... other than that i can see my connection to the word hope because of the star wars films... i even write life force on my sigils. i wonder who my sistyer is, ie princess leya... if the film is more than just a bit prophetci of course. im not saying im not hope but im not saying i am.. its just not conclusive.
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this is details from a chat log with saxon, with added comments, i do not remember it all which is a shame, because there were many good things brought to light... its all from memory because the chat messages scrolled up and dissapeared.

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i may be from another galactic leg (seen some doctor who time travel synchs, not saying my self travelled through time, my magic did, perhaps im not from here though)

this is seeing into the spirit world... i may be venus's brother seen in dreams by saxon and others known to him/other sources saaxon has seen... he has also seen venus has two daughters, reminds me of hope, faith and love the 3 daughters of sophia.  that he is a boit wayward like me.. that he has been seen sitting at dinner tables.. thats odd because in my dream about them trying to kill ra i went and spoke with or seeked out ra's son who was sat at the dinner takble, it was a restarant with many tables seemed to be joined all of them... in that dream or after i got a eurika moment and though ra's son was saxon, for a minute or so i thought that.  in that dream a girl who wanted to be with me, here friend mistook ra's son as me, she said no not him, him and pointed me out..

venus's brother seen in dreams by saxon is a ladies man, its the way he acts.. that he is good looking and knows it... but that he is depicted as much older than he really is because he does not feel love, thats said to be why in the dreams (in real lif for the last 1.5-2 years i lost the ability to feel any love, its impossible)... i used to think i was good looking and knew it, i am not know since my mental illness and do not keep up appearances, grown fat as well, its not good.. but yes i seemed to attract the ladies, most of who i wanted even without having the chat to do so... though i was always shy and hardly approached any, got with the ones i knew or came to me, there have not been many.. but i used to get a lot of looks and smiles from the ladies... like i say that was in the past, it was my way of life and i loved thgat... i felt a lot of love before my mental illness, it stopped some trime within the 6 months i was ill and unmedicated for.

i asked if saxon was venus's or hope's real brother or just say twin soul of venus.  he said he is not their brother just venus's twin soul.  but i would be venus's real brother oddly if i am this person he has seen.  odd as you would think that twin souls are one piece of energy/soul split into two, as exact copies... my mother said everyone has ONE soul mate, i never questioned what they were but they may be different to twin souls.  cant say i have heard of venus having a brother.. the sophia has 3 daughters, faith, hope, love... also i wonder where life fits into this since life/zoe is said to be a daughter of sophia.

i wonder how lucifer, god, venus fit into the equation in relation to the 3 daughters of sophia and the fact sophia is said to have 3 aspects of herself, higher, mioddle and lower.. according to some gnostic texts.

that there are 8 pairs of souls, the primary pairs in each galactic leg, saxon is part of the next group down, the secondary pairs.  that saxon's mother is isis.  interstingly isis appears as 7th or 8th god/goddess in the Atem/Atum creational myth, about 8.. so horus would be in the next group down.. i note that ra is nowhere in the atem creation myth.. i note ra joined with atem/atum...

he thinks maybe i am sophias son, even though i am possibly not from this galactic leg it could still be due how things work here.

Perhaps Hope is my consort/twin soul/soulmate

that me and saxon could be brother in laws

that there are 7 or 8 galactic legs filled with spirits/souls and possibly aliens as well? - that each has its own creator god/first god... that the true creator never incarnates here - did youy mean the creator of all or the individual galactic leg creators.. that saxon is not the creator incarnate just a second level son

saxon thinks that sophia is a different being than isis, i do to

that sophia's probably not from this galaxy, but somewhere else


if i wanted to be really annoying i could go back in time with my magic and cause something to happen, and then i would find that the history would say it has happened, im not saying i could rewrite the past, just cause things to happen then by a cause in the future... as a guide, but i cant be bothered with that... blowing up stars millions of years in the past with my magic from the present was as far as i got.

EDIT:, just edited the above text.. just sat down and thought of a few things and now my typing seems a bit automatic, fast and im hitting the right keys.. not sure.. i had some cereal and drunk lots of milk
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